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Friday, 12 June 2009
11:24:45 AM (GMT)
Just something random i did, i was bored and i had a really freaky
Lisinin to knock you down by keri hilson, kanye west & neyo

How do you even know how it feels?
You have everything you've ever wanted
A guy who wants to marry you, and you're only 14
He doesn't even fight with you
You never argue with your parents
You never argue with your sister
You have a wonderful life

Everything I want, you have
All my wishes are your reality

So that girl, the girl who has everything 
That's the girl who I whish I was
I'm the total opposite of her
I want to call her Angel
She has everything I want
She's a year older then me,
That means her boyfriend, who is really mine, is 15
He's amasing to her
Spoils her with everything she would ever need
He's her Dustin- perfect

But my Dustin
He's pulled himself away from me
He moved away only months ago
Leaving me alone in my school of hatred 
Leaving me in a silent hell in the dark caresses of my room
in a home where I don't even feel comfortable in
Where the only conversation is done through screaming 
and my very own sister hopes for my death

Just like dad and Conner and Tom
Dad died just before Christmas, he was only 37
Conner just died, got hit by a car while texting me that he loves me,
Conner was 18 
and Tom got cancer, he was only 23

So now Dustin's on his way out of my life
all I have is in his hands
My sanity, if I even have any being in the mental state I'm in now
My heart, my soul
He knows its all his

So Angel will take my place and give Dustin the normal girl he deserves
She'll treat her friends better
and she'll never yell at her partents, who brought her up so well
She will play with her sister more,
And maybe she'll marry Dustin like he wants
She'll be kinder to everyone who ever touched her life
She'll even try harder in school

So now I'll hand in my resignition,
Angel will take over in the afterlife I have strewn out in front of me
She'll have alot to clean up though
Shane, Anthony, Coral- they all need her more then me
So here I go~

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