Tuesday, 17 March 2009
12:13:06 AM (GMT)
Monday, March 16, 2009
Kaylee ish here gains.
Clare. xD I about freaked out when I saw the video on Facebook. <3
THOSE GLASSES ARE ADORABLE. <3
And yes. I am going to call you on Wednesday. ;3
I would so toetally reply with a video response...But I have no clue how. :P
Haha. So yah. xD
I'm gunna copy down a message from the amazing www.GaiaOnline.com
xD But yah. It was a message my "friend" and I wrote to eachother.
And there are three girls that are saying I dress slutty.
Alysha. [Who I'm writing the message to]
Then there are my friends
TAY. ARE YOU READY?
ALYSHA:what the flip is going on between u and keany?!?!?!?
ME:Idk! At lunch I was trying to talk to her and she ignored me. D;
That is bad....
ME:She told Sabrin that she is never gunna talk to me or Darby ever again.
ALYSHA:yea i know
ME:I don't care anymore.
It isn't even MY fault.
SHES the one who called me the slut. D;
I didn't do anything to her.
So she has no reason to be mad at me.
I don't care though.
If she doesn't wanna talk to me.. Then..OH WELL..
But I still love her even if she hates me.
And i mean i try to tell her to talk to u but..
I mean she says that u are sorry for wearing that kinda stuff and then you dont
change so shes angry
. . .
But i still love u
XD But i dont think you should wear that kinda crap...
I mean its okay im not mad at you its a free country...or in our case..SCHOOL!
but yea im just saying I wouldnt But u know me i am a christian and all that
soo i dont believe in that kinda stuff..
HEY GUESS WHAT NEW PROMISE I MADE TO GOD?!?!?
i promised him i will not go out with anybody until he tells me its time to and that
i know he would be good and hes the one and only
I know....BUT ITS SOO KEWL!
Cuz then god will do what he wants to in my life...awsome huh?
ME:I'm not sorry for wearing it.
I'm telling her I'm sorry that it makes her upset that I'm wearing it.
And I can wear whatever I want. Its me.
I want to be different.
I don't want to be the same and wear every thing that other people wear.
Jeans are really starting to annoy the shet out of me.
I'm tired of jeans.
They are too plain.
And the teachers don't seem to have a problem with it..
They don't tell me I have to change or whatever.
They don't say anything but compliments so I CAN wear it to school.
It isn't against school rules.
And I don't even care anymore..
I really hope one of my dance friends comes to MYSCHOOL. next year.. She will dress
crazy with me.. And she'll understand and not judge me because of the way I dress.
And yeah. I'm sorry I'm not that religious and stuff.. u_u
I sometimes feel bad about it.
But I think about it...and some of it doesnt make sense to me.
A lot of it doesnt make sense and u dont have to be realigious
What part do u not understand...maybe i could help...
Sometimes i just wish that i have someone u know to share my love with god with u
Like have a I love god group
Sounds weird but yea...
And dont feel bad for not being religious
God will do what he wants to do with ur life...and he still loves you
Thats the good thing with god..watever u do he still loved you
ME:Idk. A lot of it...I don't understand.
And I know he still loves me. 8D
THATS WHY I LOVE HIM.
I AM HAPPY U AND KEANY MADE UP!
OMG U WONT TELL ME HOW MUCH HAPPIER THIS MADE ME LOL!
Yeah. But like...
Will she get mad at me if I wear something crazy on Monday? D;
ALYSHA:i dont really know..
She might get irrated but she wont be all mean to u and crap...
and be aware Alexi is doing a tropicana speech on why u should wear apporiate clothes
And is like for u...
Just be careful and dont get upset pwease!
I really hate her.
It is appropiate.
IT ISN'T AGAINST SCHOOL RULES OR ELSE THEY WOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING TO ME.
Lmfao. What a loser.
She is so stupid.
I'm sorry.. xD
She thinks that way becuz its against her realigon..
She isnt stupid for believeing in that
But watever if u think that way..
To me i think so what if the teachers dont care....u still should do what is right
ME: Dude. OHMYGOD.
What is "right" in your oppinion?!?!??!?!
DRESSING NORMAL IS BORING! D:<<
I want to go to a different school so phuckin bad!!!!!!!!!
I'm like...Really mad...
ALYSHA: WILL DONT GO CALLING MY FRIENDS STUPID!
And what i think is "right" is not dressing sluttly!
U can be Diffrent by wearing other kewl clothes like the other day u wore the green
I MEAN SERIOUSLY!
DO U WANT POEPLE TO ALWAYS CALL U SLUT?
And if u were at the mall keany's friends were there and they were like 14 and they
saw someone with long sock and green fish nets...and if that was you..they called u a
poser and a slut
IS THAT WHAT U WANT POEPLE TO THINK?!?!?!
ME: The only few people that think I am a slut are the people who I THOUGHT
were my friends. THE ONLY PEOPLE!!
And I don't dress "slutty". If I dressed slutty.. My mom wouldn't let me leave the
house wearing what I wear.
And I hadly have ANY clothes that are like the ones I wore on Tuesday! And the jeans
were like 30 dollars! I don't have that kind of money where I can just go and buy
whatever I want!
And yes. That was me at the mall.
And strangers can think whatever the heck they want. They don't know me! And that
girl obviously judges people by what they wear. And she shouldn't go judging people
who she doesn't even know!
ALYSHA: but still doesnt that hurt u?
ALYSHA:I really dont know what to say Kaylee..
I love u!
U know i do!
But i mean ur changing and i kinda dont like it
When i first met u i thought u were diffrent from everyone
U didnt act like u were all that and stuff
I dont know what to think
ME: I'm hardly changing. D;
My clothes have changed...
But not who I am!
The person you know...Is still there! She isn't gone.
She hasn't changed.
Just the outside has changed.
When I first met you..I worried about what everyone thought of me.
I was a folllower..
I wasn't a leader at all...
I don't want to be like that.
I want to be able to stand up for myself...
And do I act like I'm all that now?
Cause I know I'm not anywhere close to "all that".
ALYSHA: U actually are changing in the inside too!
Ur cussing a lot more and all that crap
I stilllove u nuttin wrong with cussin i just dont like it....
and u kinda act like that but not really