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Monday, 23 June 2008
12:48:05 AM (GMT)
Dear anyone who will listen,
   It seems like all of my friends move away from me. So far about six of my friends
that I can remember have moved. At the moment one other friend is moving. He's really
important to me as well because he was my first and best friend. He doesn't seem to
care that he's moving at all. I've started to feel as if somebody is taking away all
my friends so I'm all alone. I don't know who it is but they are ruining my life.
That's not the only thing wrong. I was feeling kinda sick on this trip I went on last
week. I fell asleep and it looked as though I was crying to them. So when my friend
asked what was wrong this girl said I was baling my eyes out because he was leaving.
I don't know how she got that idea into her head! I was about to kill somebody. But
since teachers were on the bus I just started scratching my arm really hard. I still
have red marks on my arm. I am always feeling like I need to kill somebody close to
the summer. Then I also want to change before school starts again. By the time school
comes around again nothing about me has changed and I feel like crap. The only reason
I'm doing this is because people say it's good to confess things to others. It's
suppose to make you feel better. I hope it does because I feel like there's a large
rock on my chest right now and it's not going away. Now time to confess my sins.
Let's see..... I don't know what a sin is! This is bad besides I don't really do
anything... oh wait! I punched somebody in the head.... um that's about it.

Danielle10 says:   23 June 2008   329149  
It's okay if you don't confess your sins on Kupika. Pray, or just
privately say it.
tiggerlemon101 says :   29 July 2008   665796  
Hey, it's okay, I totally know the feeling... it's like everyone's
leaving you, like nobody cares anymore, and like you've just been
planted on this earth with no help to live your messed-up life.  I
feel like that a lot!  I feel crummy and like nobody cares and your
friends don't get you all of the time!  Sometimes I think I only have
three true friends!  But I just study myself and think, 'Maybe that's
true, but who cares?  They're great friends either way!  And I'm not
alone, people do care.  I'm just being a typical thirteen-year-old!' 
And that's all it is! 


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