Saturday, 24 May 2008
01:47:03 PM (GMT)
Well, I write this diary now, looking out of the office window, wondering why on
earth he likes her more...
Why did he break my heart?
Am I ugly?
Where did we go wrong?
He really NEVER cared about me?
Is there no hope?
I have been watching Taylor Swift interviews as usual. She just said,
"I always want there to be a song on my album for the 14 year old girl who just got
broken up with"
I'm not gonna cry, I'm over him...but i still love him. He dumped me 3 weeks ago, but
it still hurts a TINY bit, when he talks about her.
But, in between yesterday and today, I realised something. I HAVE to get over him,
and Lord knows I have.
I realised who I want to be and where I want to go. So tonight, when I'm supposed to
be doing revision homework, I won't. I'm going to open my notepad and write down
songs. I know i can sing, the Head Of Music At my school said I was fairly amazing,
and I know where I'm going now. So I'm going to get over him.
And you have to as well.
Yes, I know you. The girl between 13-16, who was in love with him. He must've dumped
you barely a month ago. And you're sat here wondering why he dumped you. Wondering if
she's better than you.
You have two major thoughts in your head.
1) I am fat.
2) I am ugly.
I've been there. I realise now, I'm not fat or ugly! I'm just me. They're just
adjectives and insults. You're only what you believe you are. So you, there, with
tears in your eyes...message me. Talk to me! I know HOW you feel!
I can help!
Because you're beautiful, whoever you are. Don't be afraid to think that, it doesn't
make you arrogant. It makes you strong.
It makes you SO0O0O0 over him.
Because whoever HE is, he's not worth it.
Here's a tip.
If you're in the USA:
listen to Taylor Swift.
If you're in the UK:
Read Pete Johnson: Ex Files and Faking it
(Listen to Taylor as well )
don't worry honey, he's a PRAT for dumping you!
Last edited: 24 May 2008