Wednesday, 21 May 2008
11:20:51 PM (GMT)
okay so here. having some troubles.
so theres this guy.. well its been like months.. our fight started on january.
but we were friends ever since semestral break.
soo here. at first we were all just friends joking around. and ladeladelade.
then thou there were SO MANY SINGS i still accepted him as a friend. )
then my friends started telling me.. O_O that he liked me
they noticed he always asked about me and stuff..
but i ddnt really mind..
but he did. O_O i duno why.
mabey cause his friends teased him alot? O_O
and he couldn't take it.
hes kinda this trouble maker person.
but inside i think hes really sensitve guy. *sigh*
soo in that situation. i realized. i had feelings for him...
i did. and i couldn't tell him at all. O_O cause well.. reasons.. beyond your reach.
so i heard that people kept asking if he liked me and people kept asking me if i
then on january i read this. he called me. =| well something really bad. i dun wanna
post it here thou it would just piss me off..
so we stared kinda of a feud but it wasnt sirious until it got out of hand O_____O
so i havent talked to him in a long time. but i want to..
i mean i cant tell him how i feel.. cause it'll be akward.. O_O
but. one day me and my friend were chatting in my blog ))
then i saw the next dat O_O he viewed it. so he must have read what i said. O_____O
i ddnt think he would.. but he did!
and now i think he knoes how i feel about him..
and he dosent understand THAT I WANNA CHANGE FORGET AND BE HIS FRIEND AGAIN. but he
dosent care at all. even my friend was forcing him to talk to me. but no.
i guess its over. but
i still have the feelings. even if i say i dont anymore.
i still do...
so HELP ME!O________O