Sunday, 16 March 2008
03:50:04 PM (GMT)
I'm sick of this, honestly, I am. I'm Raveralchemist, Okay? Rei, Reichiru, whatever
the fuck you want to call me, I'M HER. I know I hurt people, and I was stupid to do
what I did. I ruined lives, though that could be considered going overboard, and I
did horrible things. I tore people apart from the inside out, I did a bunch of shit.
And I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have let things get so overboard. I am a girl, I was
sixteen, my true personality was how it was shown. When I left, I was so miserable
that I still couldn't stop talking to some people, but gradually, I got through it,
and I know I did a horrible, terrible thing.
To all of the people who called me their friend,
and especially to Travis.
I'm not going to beg for forgiveness, and I'm not going to continue coming onto this
account, or create new accounts, or anything. It's obvious I can never change things,
or take back the things I did. Hate me if you want. I don't expect a single person on
here to forgive me for what I did to them. I lied, and I'm sorry. You can choose to
not believe me, I don't care. I know everybody will hold a grudge, and you can all
justify that. I deserve so much worse, than just your hatred. I didn't do what I did
for fun, I had my own reasons, and you can choose to think that everything I just
said was Bullshit. Do as you will. I'm sorry.
I know that no amount of typing, or anything else, will ever change what I did, and
If I could, I would honestly never have done the things I did. My personality has
changed over the years, and I'm not exactly the most energetic person in the world,
So just don't even bother, with me, okay?
Last edited: 16 March 2008