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Fine, okay? I AM RAVERALCHEMIST.Category: (general)
Sunday, 16 March 2008
03:50:04 PM (GMT)
I'm sick of this, honestly, I am. I'm Raveralchemist, Okay? Rei, Reichiru, whatever
the fuck you want to call me, I'M HER. I know I hurt people, and I was stupid to do
what I did. I ruined lives, though that could be considered going overboard, and I
did horrible things. I tore people apart from the inside out, I did a bunch of shit.
And I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have let things get so overboard. I am a girl, I was
sixteen, my true personality was how it was shown. When I left, I was so miserable
that I still couldn't stop talking to some people, but gradually, I got through it,
and I know I did a horrible, terrible thing.
I'm sorry.
To Linda,
to Woody,
to Hina,
To all of the people who called me their friend,
and especially to Travis.
I'm not going to beg for forgiveness, and I'm not going to continue coming onto this
account, or create new accounts, or anything. It's obvious I can never change things,
or take back the things I did. Hate me if you want. I don't expect a single person on
here to forgive me for what I did to them. I lied, and I'm sorry. You can choose to
not believe me, I don't care. I know everybody will hold a grudge, and you can all
justify that. I deserve so much worse, than just your hatred. I didn't do what I did
for fun, I had my own reasons, and you can choose to think  that everything I just
said was Bullshit. Do as you will. I'm sorry.
 I know that no amount of typing, or anything else, will ever change what I did, and
If I could, I would honestly never have done the things I did. My personality has
changed over the years, and I'm not exactly the most energetic person in the world,
 So just don't even bother, with me, okay?
Last edited: 16 March 2008

aquagirl7 says:   16 March 2008   892167  
Thats a really sweet apology letter.
darkoekaki says:   16 March 2008   445448  
But we can forgive you.
You apologized, and though it may take a while, we will forgive you.

You were a great friend to me.
And I thought that I had lost you.
SithWedgie says:   16 March 2008   431871  
o.o I never thought I'd see you again.

*gives you a big hug* ^ ^ I forgive you Rei.
aiichanxP says:   16 March 2008   852571  
Gosh hwo i've missed you
MissBliss says:   16 March 2008   357958  
I don't know you or know what you did, but it's great you came out
and apologized.
‹♪«·Nightmare ·†· Boulevard·»♪› says:   16 March 2008   686384  
Rei, I've missed you so much. You were like a sister to me and you
still are. I would be more than happy to forgive you. I'm not even mad
at you. Everyone makes mistakes and that's normal. I've done bad but
we all forgave. I'll even admit I have secret accounts on here. But
it's okay, Rei.
‹GatorBoots› says:   16 March 2008   398466  
Ever since you left it seems like a huge chunk of Kupika is gone.
You just always seemed to be the life of the party.
I know I wasn't a huge friend of yours, but it still kinda hurt when
you left.

But, I totally forgive you and I just wanted you to know that, before
you left again.

[Man, nothing I write ever makes sense.. ._.]
‹DasAtem› says:   17 March 2008   293399  
Ah, you probably don't remember me I believe that you sued to talk to
me on my other account, but I do know this, you were always nice to
me, and every day you replied to my letters :3

And I think that a lot of people will forgive you and you should
ignore the ones who don't, because you made a poublic apology and you
are obviously sorry for what you did, and those who choose not to
forgive you..well it's their loss.
‹DasAtem› says:   17 March 2008   788915  
*used to talk to me

I hate typos...
‹DasAtem› says:   17 March 2008   125936  
Sorry for the third comment..but I just noticed another typo I had

* Public apology

....Sorry for another comment..
‹MusicDefinesLove› says:   17 March 2008   628884  
We forgive you. As Woody said, ever since you and others left, kupika
is really losing the fun it used to have. A lot of great people have
left. It's great when they come back, it brings more fun to this site.
‹goodfornothing› says :   19 March 2008   194129  
Dude, I barely felt I knew you (I mean pshh you were "awesomeness"
and I was "tiny me." xD) but there is absolutely no kupika without a
Rei-chan. x3

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