Monday, 11 February 2008
07:56:51 PM (GMT)
To anyone who will read,
I'm back.Thats a good thing, right? Yeah i suppose it is.
This place? A second home to me, to anybody who is interested, i think i'm an emo.
Ahhh shit that sounded *beeeeeeep* up.
Anyway, basically my BIRTHDAY IS TOMOZ!!! yipee!
Thats the only highlight, now i'm gonna say the downsides in very dramatic way cuz i
wanna create a virtual suicide note. *widens eyes* Wait no! I'm not gonna REALLY
commit suicide. That really would be a cock up but still no i am not going to. *sighs
in a dramtic way puts on posh voice* and now i begin: *normal voice*:
First of all, my life is seriously fucked up for these reasons:
The person or persons that i love, i cant have. I want to have something all to
myself which i can't. Basically i can't have anything i want. As in NOT greedy wise,
like a laptop (which i have, got for christmas). But, people. I dont want to be
embarrassed when i talk about this kinda thing. Urgh, I even think i'm an emo. I'm
falling in love with black. Even when i WANT to be happy its just too much.
Also I keep not being able to find things, which annoys me, i get in a strop, tell
myself to calm down then just get annoyed and then a song pops in my head i tell it
to shut up then i say out loud SHUT UP GABY FOR GODS' SAKE! Maybe i'm going mental.
Well, i feel sane enough to write this i suppose. Urgh, i just feel
like.......like....I want a hug or sumthing. From The person i can't have.
See you when i see you