Thursday, 20 September 2007
02:15:05 AM (GMT)
going out with a person who I've liked and/or loved ever since I met him, and we've
been friends since like a day after we met. But my best friend who used to go out
with him (for like a year) still loves him. She said it was okay for me to go out
with him, but whenever she sees us kiss, it's like I punched her in the face and
she's trying not to show the pain. If this were any other guy, I probably would have
broken up with him, but he's different. I'm more in love than I ever have been. But
at the same time, this is extremly hard. My best friend doesn't act the same anymore,
at least not when I'm around him.
I feel like I can't talk to her about guys like I always used to be able to, because
Idon't want to hurt her. But it's hurting me keeping this stuff inside, because she's
always been my lifeline.
She pretends that she doesn't care, but then every now and then she'll tell me she's
jealous, and I think about breaking up with my boyfrined, but I love him wayyy too
I have no idea what to do, and I don't know who to talk to.
p.s Sorry this is so long