Monday, 3 September 2007
12:05:07 AM (GMT)
So far my life sucks. My mom and dad treat my twin brother and sister better than
They never have to buy anything and i am told to buy everything that i want myself.
i have lost one of the best boyfriends ever and he probalby right now is hating my
guts and wishing i am either dead or in hell.
which i am in hell and kind of wish i was dead but that feeling will probably change
when i get to see my friends again.
but even when i see my friends i get to feel like i did before lonesome because my
friends dont really know me, they think im the perfect one and i cant do anything
wrong... well i can and if i end up doing something wrong i get blamed for everything
even if its not my fault.
Lets just say nobody truly cares for me and that i cant wait to get out of my
hometown... i am going far far away from my family but they only care for my brother
and sister when we were talking about colleges my mom told my brother and sister that
she wants them to stay in the state and she said to me that i should go far far away
and that if i get into a good school i better get a scholarship or i cant go.....
well guess what im going to make them pay for the school i am going to study so hard
i am going to get into princeton... i have four years i wont fail...
basically my life sucks and if you read this im surprised you did.