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Saturday, 7 July 2007
10:02:26 AM (GMT)
I'm probably cruel when I cracked this joke. It doesn't seem important now that I
think about it, but if the girl really did take her own life, then it must be
expected. There are two sides to a story: the sympathetic and the apprehensive.

I'm apprehensive on the issue.

I mean, come on. She slit her drawing hands, end of discussion. She thought her life
as a meaningless joke and pretty much wanted people to wail over her death. For all I
know, she probably isn't dead. How can one be dead if her last oekaki stated that she
was going back to Gaia? And how can her friends, if they saw any signs at all or even
worry about her condition, be so conceited as to let it fly pass their head?

In fact, if they are in a band, wouldn't songs represent words of emotion? Would they
even question it? Wait, do they even have any songs?

And my sister informed me that RavenAlchemist (It's Raver, as she said.) was Japanese
with blue eyes. But this is very strange.

Dark colors are usually dominant in a brown eye/blue eye situation. o.O; Unless she's
in a rare situation like this guy: 


So, she kills herself before the most luckiest day ever! 07/07/07! : D 

There are actual signs to depression, btw. And knowing that she had a hetai fetish,
it rules out the loss of sexual interest/activities. 

Yeah, so don't expect me to give her sympathy. By selfishly killing herself in a
slow, painful way, she's leaving behind EVERYONE who cared about her. (Or do

It should take a few days for her RL friends to mourn their lead singer/guitarist
death. A funeral should be taken place within two days/a week tops.
Last edited: 8 July 2007

Gem_Ward_Fan says:   7 July 2007   494329  
I kinda agree. 
Its the cowards way out, suicide. 

But still she's gone and never forgotton, if she has gone that is.
Irosha_Sisuken says:   7 July 2007   642588  
I can see where you come from on saying this, but I have a couple
points I want to raise.
I lot of us never saw signs of depression from her "I'm leaving" was
never translated by anyone - not even her boyfriend - as "I'm going to
kill myself." We all thought she just meant she was transferring to
I know it's not a rumor because her boyfriend made a post about it in
his own journal (see SithWedgie) and I asked him if it was true or a
joke. It is not. In his own words, "I would cut off my left hand if in
exchange, Rei would pop out and laugh at me for thinking she'd kill
I know you have no sympathy... but please don't poke fun at those of
us who do.
pinkypink says:   7 July 2007   747215  
You know I thought about that myself. If she killed herself... why
would her so called real life friends be on kupika announcing it. They
should be praying and crying right about now. Instead they get on the
internet and advertise her death. As if she is some famous hero or
something. Now I am not trying to stir up trouble... I been there done
all that(its old). Instead I am bringing awareness to this situation.
I always said rei was an attention seeker. She strikes again. I would
say its a sinful thing, but in the bible God never stated that.
However in church they always say its wrong to take your own life. Its
not Gods plan... So if she didnt pray before she did such a shameful
thing. Than I am sorry she just brought herself a one way ticket to
xxSephy says:   7 July 2007   224322  
I never spoke to Rei, and death is always an awful, tragic thing, so
I'm not going to pass judgement on her or any of her friends, but I've
always thought of suicide as being the cowards way out. Mental
illnesses and serious depression aside, of course, I've never really
understood how anybody could wake up one morning and just decide that
they were going to cause everybody that loved them so much immense
pain; am I the only person who finds that really rather selfish?

All personal thoughts and feelings on the way she died aside, however,
I'm very sorry for all those who knew and cared about her. You must be
going through hell right now, and a life is still a life and should be
mourned whatever the cause.
Rawr_Im_A_Llama says:   7 July 2007   216796  
I don't think she killed herself, Don't you think it's odd she killed
herself the exact day after leaving Kupika? I think DarkSalvation is
full of it.
Cookiz says:   7 July 2007   579448  
Semi, I think you explain yourself well. And now we see, it was just
a dreadful rumor made up by an apparent friend. RaverAlchemist is very
much alive.
Rawr_Im_A_Llama says:   7 July 2007   343983  
Yup, she's online (I think)
RaverAlchemist says:   8 July 2007   915385  
Wow, this is fun.
You know how many people have a hentai fetish?
Wow, oh the horror. I have no sex life.
Why do you give two shits anyways?
My 'friend' lied.
I know you were excited to hear I died, but screw off :/
You have a bit longer to wait -_-
RaverAlchemist says:   8 July 2007   872522  
Oh, by the by, It's RAVERalchemist
not RAVENalchemist >_>
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   8 July 2007   398265  
I shall name you RazorAlchemist! : D

Hey, there you are. I feel so proud. One diary entry and you return
from the grave seeking vengence.
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   8 July 2007   167958  
'Irosha_Sisuken '- I have sympathy, just not for people doing it to
get attention. Unless it's a mental disorder.

And it's online. To which I do not care for.

And a person who AGAIN hates you when something happens.
Irosha_Sisuken says:   8 July 2007   732949  
Thanks for at least spelling my name right.
I don't get your last line. Are you talking about someone hating you?
Cuz, I can't say I hate you, but I don't exactly respect some of your
views. Rei, I could maybe understand why she'd hate you. Nobody likes
to know that someone is happier with them dead.
And you have a tendency to try and get people riled up. I don't like
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   8 July 2007   572711  
Whoops. xD That last line was suppose to say @RaverAlchemist.

No, she's the one digging her own grave (...). Right now, she's
providing the people who hate her more reasons to hate her.

And I'm bringing up a point. She wants attention, and I'm giving it to
her. Even if it's in a negative view, she should try to learn from it. 
Irosha_Sisuken says:   8 July 2007   272466  
There's no need to hate someone because they want attention. If you
don't LIKE RaverAlchemist, don't pay attention to her. That's not so
hard. If you decide you do like her, your job is even easier, because
she's a good artist and author, and her works are everywhere on
But seriously. You don't need to hate her. Just don't talk about her,
because as you claim, that's "giving her the attention she wants." and
that isn't what you seem to want to do.
*shakes head* I just don't understand the human race sometimes.
moonstar says:   8 July 2007   578815  
As you can see, she didn't kill herself...

hater's can be so mean...
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   8 July 2007   489345  
Her works are good, but they are not worth watching for boob shots.
And there are reasons for me to hate her.

She's pathetic. 

And those are not her pictures.

And that's not her name. 

Even I can't understand the human race. Sometimes, we pretend to be
someone we're not when no one could see who's typing behind the
screen. Hec, all you need to know is a person's true intention. 

Ah, and even if they are hers, her attitude needs some adjustment. I
fail to see your point of view, however.

You ask me to leave her alone because I hate her. 

I'm not indifferent. I present an opinion, and I give it. I stand
along side my support.
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   8 July 2007   943215  
'As you can see, she didn't kill herself..'

As you can tell from this entry, I kinda knew. :/
_mcr_rules says:   8 July 2007   469636  
darksalvation made up the rumor shes alive!!
Gem_Ward_Fan says:   8 July 2007   272516  
What the? Your not dead? What sick rumor.
RaverAlchemist says:   8 July 2007   615181  
It's so interesting you give such a shit :P
I've done nothing to you.
And besides :p
I was bullied in packs as well :/
She had her little friends come after me and call me an ugly dog :p
You're basically doing the exact thing I did to her :D
Making diary entries to turn people against me, drawing pictures,
putting shit on your profile..
So interesting :p
mikey95 says:   8 July 2007   121686  
who the fuck would say someones dead if theyre not for damn sure?????
next time keep ur big ass mouth shut and dont say anything untill u
know for sure
death_on_two_legs says:   9 July 2007   979894  
u do know that she DIDNT kill herself, right? oh well, whatever
death_on_two_legs says:   9 July 2007   598788  
i dotn know who i feel more sorry for. u for being pathetic enough
for doing something this sick to someone who has done nothing to u,
there fore whom u had no right to deframe, or raver, for fighting back
and lowering herself and not ignoring it and going on with her life.
on the surface, this looks like pointless cyberbullying, but looking
at it from the inside, this seems like jealousy on
o0Semi_Automatic0o's part, not that he had anything to be jealous of,
hes an amazing artist. dont get me wrong, im a big raver fan, and she
doesnt deserve this. plus, relating her to paris hilton ON UR PROFILE
was just a bit low...........who cares wat i say, but........seriously
wat does anyone hav to gain from this???
Hypnagogia says:   9 July 2007   976863  
Even if she did kill herself (I have no clue who we're talking about,
go me!~ xD), a funeral would sometimes take more than a week. I've
known funerals to take up to two weeks before.
Just pointing that out.
And I'd agree with your side of the story.
Though I'm suicidal, it's because of mental disorders that make me
that way.
And I still think suicide is the most greedy thing a person can do.
animelova says:   9 July 2007   382586  
She's not dead Geez ppl
pinkypink says:   9 July 2007   271113  
This girl is a joke... I laugh at her. I know I shouldn't, because
its really not funny. I feel bad for her friends. How many times do
you all all(her friends) have to stick up for her. I mean come on**
there is only one person you should cherish(if you don't know, oh
well) and its not her. While her friend was making death pictures she
was on the other side talking mess. With her  other account^^how could
she not see what her friend was doing. She is a sad walking case. I
don't know her in real life... and I am so glad I don't. I really
dislike people like her... you know the attention seekers.

If you want attention, just ask. That's all you have to do. Than she
claimed darkboy or whatever his name is lived with her. So really...
take 2 or 3 mins to ask yourself this. How could she not see? Plus how
did she get on the computer so fast... I thought she claimed she was
leaving for a couple of days. 1 day is not a couple. What she was
trying to do was make you guys feel sorry for her again, she wanted to
see how many people was sweating her. So she could feel good inside.
Than when she saw my journal entry talking about her other account.
She decided to come back and pretend she didn't know. Before people
found out the real truth... about her other side. Her sick side
(sickorei). Why are her eyes black ( I thought she said she had blue
eyes?).  I love computer fights, there so pointless. Yet someone
always gets hurt by them.
pinkypink says:   9 July 2007   531272  
Hina shouldn't even be allowed to run this site. He is friends with
her, so he feels sorry for her. What does a person have to do to gain
some respect around here? Know how to draw good? Or be a giver?. Which
one... take your pick. Now that the baby cried and had a couple of
journal entries written on her. Hina took it away... but when she was
doing her dirt in the diary( she does it all the time... she wrote two
books on just me alone). He let that just ride (oh it was okay for her
!!!). Hahahahaha^^^she's a real jokester. Keep an eye out for that
one... if she plays her cards right. She may become famous.  I don't
know about all of you, but it was so peaceful when she was gone. Maybe
she can pretend to slit her hands again... but this time she can stay
out for a whole year or two. No that won't do us any good... how about
forever. This time she can get sithwedgie to tell us(since they did
stuff together- it might just work) how about it rei- are you up for
the quest?. I love computer fights( now watch... just how mad her and
her friends get). Computer fights are the best... don't you just love
o0Semi_Automatic0o says:   10 July 2007   246979  
Omg. u__u;

Raver, if you're still here, I think it's time for you to say
something right about now.

Or do you prefer that I point it out?
o0Semi_Automatic0o says :   10 July 2007   553978  
Thank you, Hypnagogia. I had no idea how long funerals take to
prepare. @_@ 


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