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Hurting myself is what I do now...Category: (general)
Wednesday, 23 May 2007
02:18:07 AM (GMT)
You'll never understand how it feels to wake up knowing that they hate you
That they won't accept you
And not having any way to fix it
Except one way 
Only one way out
Is to do what you thought was disgusting
That you'd never do
And  then one morning crack
Because everyone here is beautiful
And thin
And so much better then you could ever hope to be
After all you're just a fat
Who isn't even close to average
So you decide to stop it from happing again
Like last time
So you stop...
Crying where they can see
Being sad and shy
And you stop eating
And you start
Being the happy 
Giggly 5 year old
Who has no problems 
That they can see

x_Kute_Kau_x says:   23 May 2007   156377  
are u anorxic?
freestyle13 says:   23 May 2007   997246  
No but close...
mightymouse003 says:   23 May 2007   112642  
well it reminds me of my self
mightymouse003 says:   23 May 2007   525941  
anarexic i mean
freestyle13 says :   23 May 2007   363637  
anorixic.... you wanna talk about it?


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