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Monday, 1 April 2013
05:01:02 AM (GMT)
Phillippe BĂȘche There's a reason I do this, you know.  I'm not saying this
isn't me, because it is, just that maybe once it wasn't.  Once I had everything, but
it's a stupid, irrational, improbable dream to wish I could have that again.  But
times called for change, and I embraced that change.  I didn't do this on purpose, I
adapted.  It was a necessity.  And now it's me.  So you can try and
make me smile, you can try and make me a 'better person', but I'm better than you,
and I'm better than everybody else because I can cope.  I don't give up and curl into
a ball whenever I find something hard, or whenever something hard finds me.  I don't
care, not because nobody cares about me- That's just a consequence- I don't care
about anyone because they're just hindrances.  They'll stop me doing what I want to
do, and so will you.  You're nothing to me.  Do you understand? Nothing.  A
distraction at best.

Remy Leverette I'm alright, you know?  I'm okay.  I've been through worse
things alone.  So it's fine.  It doesn't matter, really, I can carry on.  I always
have, and probably always will.  You're happy, and that's really all that matters. 
But I'm here, in case you ever need me.  I'll wait, and whenever you need me, just
shout okay?  It's fine.  Go then, silly!  I'll be here when you come back!  Just
trust me!

Havanna Windsor It's kinda funny, actually... I probably wouldn't know what to
do with company if I had it.  I suppose I quite like it this way, I mean, it keeps
tradition.  And maybe everyone gets lonely?  Maybe it's normal?  It might not be
people ignoring me, maybe they're... Oh I don't know...  Once, I was going to do it. 
You gave me those horrible, invisible scars, and told me I-  You told me deserved
them.  And now you're gone, and I don't want to leave, because I might just be a
nuisance to you in Heaven.  I want to give you as much happiness as I can, so I won't
cut my own life short, because I might disrupt your death.  I'm sorry.  For being
such a disappointment... The only thing I was good at, and I'm still terrible
compared to everyone else.  I'm sorry, I really am.  I hope you're happy without me.
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