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Thursday, 5 July 2012
05:19:46 PM (GMT)
Five prompts.... My God...


Dear      DI

Skye.

I've never been to China.  Can't say it's ever appealed to me, either.  Their Mafia
would probably try and recruit me, then have me hunted down and killed when I refuse.
 A friend of mine went once, though.  Came back with a pink fish tattooed on his arm.
 I called him fruity.  He punched me.
I might have to go, though.  Just to get away.  And how much further away from London
can I get?  I'm a thief, murderer, escapist, general reknowned drunk and bastard in
Ireland.  I'm not going to Scotland.  I'll not last a day.  Don't get me started on
the Welsh.  And how can I stay in England after you?  At least in China, gingers are
a rare sighting.
All signs are pointing at me to get out of the country, but how the hell is that
going to happen?  'Go for it, O'Connell, just follow the little luminous green
arrows' right into more Police.  And that'll get you in trouble, too.  For letting me
go.  Why did you?  Why not just kill me?
She couldn't sink to your level.
Shut up.
I think I'll stay in London.  It probably holds the record for the number of people
who want me dead, and who knows?  Maybe one will get lucky.
You won't be missed.
I said, shut it.
There, see?  Even I want me dead.
I'll stay here, get pissed every night, and maybe my body'll kill me before the guns.
 Who cares, anyway?  I'm dead now without you.

I saw you the yesterday.
At least now I know for sure that I can leave you and you'll not be hurt by me any
more.
I would say that I'm sorry, but there's no point.
You don't care.

Anyway, I digress.  This is the bit that matters.


So, here you are, Skye. If you ever care enough to know where I am.
This is my suicide note, and nothing's sugarcoated.
I love you.  Completely and utterly.  Without you, my life means nothing.  Living in
hell.
Everywhere I look, every flash of orange hair, every echo of a Police siren... Even
by granting me a free life, you've killed me, because I can't see you.
So now.  Who'm I kidding... there is no now.
These stars... The ones I'm looking at while I'm writing this...  They're ugly.  What
morals do they have?  Watching everything beneath them?  Too many to count...
I know I can't make you care.  But something inside me... Hell, my whole being hopes
that even something will make a difference with this letter.  Even if you hate me
more.  It'll be something.  At least you won't have forgotten me.
These stars are the only things that'll see me.  Besides you, they're the only ones
who will read this letter, and if you're ever bored enough to count them, you're
still way under how much I love you.

So, goodbye.
And, because I know it'll save you the trouble, I jumped.  Into the river.  Into the
Thames.  And there're weights in my pockets.  I drowned.  Voluntarily.
This is suicide, Skye.
Because I'm too much of a damn coward to face the monster I've become.
But once upon a time, you saw beyond the monster, and I'm begging you... Please,
please remember that man now.  And never forget me.  Hate the monster with all
your heart, but remember the man.

I'll love you until my oxgen runs out, and beyond that, because now I'm just writing
in the hope that you'll come and stop me.
But I know that'll never happen.  So I'll say I love you twice more, put down this
pen, and leave you in peace.  I love you, Skye.  Don't forget that.

Yours forever,
Thomas.
I love you.
Last edited: 5 July 2012

Comments 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   753086  
TOMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYY D'8
/cling
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   915530  
@vanillatwilight 
Is it bad that I can write a suicide note without intending to....? 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   571970  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
Well, considering the RP at the time, probably not! 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   573159  
@vanillatwilight 
Considering my mood at the time of the RP... Probably :P 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   530271  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
True, true xD Both together= SOBFEST D': 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   530491  
@vanillatwilight 
IKR!!!! I was dead xD 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   565007  
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   643000  
@vanillatwilight 
I'm so attatched to our OCs.... 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   306071  
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   422185  
@vanillatwilight 
What kind of cake is Val's favourite? 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   908630  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
Strawberry shortcake ^^ 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   528073  
@vanillatwilight 
Ahhhh, I don't know how to make that xD
Well, I'll try, for his birthday ^^ 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   798150  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
I doooo xD
It's so yummy<3 Val doesn't like sweets too much, though c: 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   606271  
@vanillatwilight 
Help me?!
:O
What does Val like, then?!?!?! 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   620726  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
I would!!
Hmm...I'm not sure. He's not too fussy tbh xD 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   631243  
@vanillatwilight 
Yaaay!
Haha!  Fair enough ^^ 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   455734  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
HE'LL BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT :'3 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   626384  
@vanillatwilight 
BECAUSE HE'S PERFECT 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   768991  
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   963162  
@vanillatwilight 
EXACTLY <3 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   588954  
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   924372  
@vanillatwilight 
I KNOWWWWW 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   825542  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
BUT ONLY FOR VAL 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   536713  
@vanillatwilight 
And Tommy :P 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   608154  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
I'd tap that ;D 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   770250  
@vanillatwilight 
What does that actually mean?  I just agree every time you say it xD
/fails 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   170307  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
I'd screw him, basically xD 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   912028  
@vanillatwilight 
WHY DO I AGREE TO THINGS WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN?!?!?!?!?!? 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   622462  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
YOU PLONKER 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   675815  
@vanillatwilight 
FOREVER A VIRGIN XDDDDDDD 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   434123  
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   390208  
@vanillatwilight 
I'm NOT having sex B| 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   785009  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
WHAT IF YOU GOT RAPED BY SOME RANDOM GUY IN AN ALLEYWAY AND
DRUGGED AND STUFF 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   504673  
@vanillatwilight 
I'd put up a bloody good fight >:C 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   122136  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
What if you were out cold though D: ? 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   222756  
@vanillatwilight 
............
It's not gonna happen :C 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   577997  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
Butbutbut what if it diddd? 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   279179  
@vanillatwilight 
You'd be there to beat the living s*** out of him before he goes all
BD 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says:   6 July 2012   554910  
@TheScienceOfDeduction 
Okay, you have a point there xD 
 
‹defineMANIAC› says:   6 July 2012   947335  
@vanillatwilight 
And likewise for you :P 
 
‹mÿlö xÿlötö› says :   6 July 2012   553941  
 

 
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