Wednesday, 14 March 2012
04:28:15 PM (GMT)
99 entries of feelings I shouldn't have.
He asked me to marry him. He asked me to run away to OU with him, and marry him. To
go to highschool, and live in couples housing with him.
"If we're in a domestic partnership, the law can't touch us. You'd be suprised at how
lax the guardian laws are."
He wants to work a job, and pass his college courses. He wants to drop debate, to
support me. He wants to Mao shit so much harder than it has to be so that he can
settle down with me, and guys, I don't know what to do.
He said he needs me more than anyone here does.
Why does he put me in corners like this? I'm too young to leave. I'm not grown up
enough. But then half of me wonders what if... My life here is kind of headed
downhill. My parents don't talk, and my brother... I'm leaving him in two years
anyway. And then there's the college loans I'd have to take. My dad would never speak
to me again, and I wouldn't have money for college.
*sigh* What to do.
Fuck it, I'm in.
Last edited: 1 April 2012