Monday, 10 October 2011
04:51:18 PM (GMT)
The name you hide behind,
the name I hold so dear.
The name I wish belonged to me alone,
the name leaving me is my fear.
The name I cherish,
the name I love.
The name I always look forward to seeing,
the name I'll never hold.
The name which is so far from me,
the name which is the closest to me.
The name that doesn't cherish as much as I do,
the name that is forced to be the bigger one.
The name who shouldn't worry about me,
the name who doesn't worry about itself.
The name which subtly hurts me heart,
the name which brings me utter joy.
The name that worries what I'll do,
the name that doesn't know it causes worry itself.
The name that's it's own separate name,
the name forced to split itself in two.
The name that isn't just a name,
the name that I want to know by the back of my hand.
The name that's full of mystery,
the name that shall try to remain a mystery.
The name that I want,
the name that I need.
The name of the name,
the name of my beloved demon.