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What Would My Life Have Been...?Category: Thoughts.
Sunday, 25 September 2011
04:31:20 AM (GMT)
I was in a car accident; we all had seat belts on, we were all fine. 
But the car was completely destroyed. 

I know that God wouldn't have let me die. I'm not worried about that. I trust him.
But it's a miracle that we weren't hurt worse than we were.

I've just been thinking...

What if I had died?
What would my life have been?
My strangeness in elementary school.
My short goth phase, longer emo phase, antilabel phase. 
Girl with glasses and stupid hair.
Girl without glasses and awesome hair.
Poems and art.
Crushes. Broken heart, scars. 
Diaries paged through, dreams inevitably misunderstood.
Music; Christian bands that scream, how scary.
Would anyone have even known?
Known who I really am?
Or what my life is really about?

I don't think so.

And so, I want to change that. 
I want to let people know I'm here because of God and God only. If I didn't believe
in Him I would've killed myself a long time ago. And guess what? He's done so much
for me, I can't even know. So now I'm going to make sure that I'm living for Him.
I'm keeping my hospital bracelet on, as a reminder.
Last edited: 25 September 2011

‹<3OurGODisLOVE!!<3› says :   25 September 2011   310585  
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