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Birthday ScarsCategory: poemsss
Friday, 26 November 2010
02:52:01 PM (GMT)
Wrote this when I was 13. 

This isn't the first time
that you haven't come home at night.
And I'm not sure that I care anymore.
I'm sure you will be alright.
In fact, I hope you find what you are looking for.
This morning I awoke
to an empty house
that was full of obvious guilt.
I realise 
that behind the wall of lies
is a man scared of the truth.
When you see her face,
when you two embrace,
you think of me.
You know it's true.
Yes, I was betrayed,
but I wouldn't have cared 
even if you had stayed.
I know where you are now.
And no matter where you stand
your mind will always be
resting in her hands. 
I wish that it could be different.
I wish there was another way.
I know that I am sick.
I know some day I will pay. 
But I couldn't help feeling better
after slicing up my arms.
But that's not the hard part.
Some day I will say to you
"I wanted them to match my heart."
You weren't here
on my birthday.
You weren't here
when I cried myself to sleep.
True, I pretend to be strong,
I know it's wrong,
but my pain goes so deep. 
Today I pack my bags.
I'm leaving tonight.
i have to hurry,
so I don't miss my flight.
I pack the many gifts
you have gave to me.
My self consciousness.
My inability to trust.
My facade of bravery
that hides my love lust.
And one more thing...
As I walk out the door
and get into my car,
I carry on my arms...
my Birthday Scars.

‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   4 December 2010   403678  
Bummer. >.<
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says :   4 December 2010   838082  

I guess. 


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