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The NoteCategory: Poems
Monday, 9 August 2010
08:16:04 PM (GMT)
A thousand times I put it on paper and each time I throw it away.
Memories of you flash in my mind, torturing me with your smiles and
kisses. My hand tremble as I try to push them from my thoughts only
to have another waiting to replace it. I crawl at the desk like some wild thing
that is caught in a trap and refuse to chew off its only leg to get free. Once
again I put pen to paper and let my thoughts run freely. Once again 
you cloud my mind with your eyes and hips. Gasping for breath I 
fall to my knees, pounding ground with my hands. A thousand
times I put it one paper and each time I throw it away.

Note on the floor: 

 I hate you! I hate you! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
Last edited: 9 August 2010

‹Dr.giggles› says:   9 August 2010   557235  
*sigh* once again it's sad but it's also so beautiful... i say you
have true talent*smiles gently*
‹Monkey boy› says :   9 August 2010   880721  
Thank you...not much talent it be honest. its my sorrow and pain the
i pour on 
paper and it comes out as it is... nothing more then my soul in ink or
in this case text.

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