Tuesday, 10 August 2010
12:16:04 AM (GMT)
A thousand times I put it on paper and each time I throw it away.
Memories of you flash in my mind, torturing me with your smiles and
kisses. My hand tremble as I try to push them from my thoughts only
to have another waiting to replace it. I crawl at the desk like some wild thing
that is caught in a trap and refuse to chew off its only leg to get free. Once
again I put pen to paper and let my thoughts run freely. Once again
you cloud my mind with your eyes and hips. Gasping for breath I
fall to my knees, pounding ground with my hands. A thousand
times I put it one paper and each time I throw it away.
Note on the floor:
I hate you! I hate you! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
Last edited: 10 August 2010