Friday, 3 July 2009
02:05:59 AM (GMT)
edit: thiz wad meh journal entry says in this othr plACE THINGY tHING but ja:
remember..those old journal entries, or maybe you don't, but.. my first entries kept
having me be all sad how people stopped liking me cuz of Sauce and how everyone
him more than me..nya..
that always happened, and then when Vicky broke up with me, she the yeahhh wanted to
be with Sauce instead of me...
well now I'm all sad and crying now cuz the yeah..
my offline friend I talk to online regularly which iz the only one I do that with
now, thee.. now even she likes him more than me @_@....
theee..SIGH MSN logs are weird.. anyways I said "but ja so ish he more awesome to ye
than me though =3? but ja" and she said "Honestly, yes." and said "If you're really
worried about that, just try to be more awesome." but I already make online games
and games and youtube videos and my MSN avater was just so that she'd think I'm more
awesome anddd 99 thing and yet my offline friend likes Sauce more than me now, as in
thee thinks he's more awesome than me.
sigh........ I told her and I tell everyone that they like me at first but then
eventually don't and like Sauce more than me and ffff and it happened again to even
her and fffffffffffffffffffffffffff..
mad depressing it ish..I'm very lonely now..awah..but ok..yosh.. and just like when
these things happened with Vicky around, she also told me afterwards after I said
"okay =3~." theee she told meh "I hope you're not going to throw a fit now. o_o;"
@__@ when I just said okay like it's fine and yeah just like when Vicky would do
that yosh and ffff... decided against unblocking her and explaining how everyone
always ends up liking Sauce more than me, but decided not to in case she considers
that as me "throwing a fit" like she mentioned @_@... fffffffFFFFFFFFF GAAAAAAAAAH