Sunday, 10 May 2009
04:19:47 PM (GMT)
All of them.
I'm was never asking for a thank you,
I was asking for a friend.
Why do you still got to her even when she'd ditch you at anytime.
Why do you fall into her web of lies and see me as nothing but ungrateful.
Because right now, it never comes to you on how badly those words hurt.
Let me just clear the air for a bit.
Who was the one that made sure that every waking moment you'd laugh by telling you
the funniest jokes she could ever make?
Who distracted one of our school mates from bothering you by holding on to them as
long as they can?
Who was the one that studied your face to try to find out exactly why you're sad?
Who looked at you and always found a way to make sure you're never lonely?
Who was the one that began chasing you around the school yard because you finally
Who was the one that cried the day before because you didn't talk to her?
Who made sure that you'd never feel anything below beautiful about yourself?
Wait I have to say this more properly.
Who was the one who saw you depressed during lunchtime and when you began crying she
automatically carried you to the bathroom and instead of being a shoulder to cry on,
she let you cry as much as you want on her chest while she tells you that it'll be
Oh and please don't forget about this question,
who was the person that was laughing right infront of you while you were crying?
And you tell me I'm ungrateful :l
I never wanted a thank you
I never wanted a "you're the greatest"
all I wanted was for you to actually be happy.
Oh and you
I can't believe it.
Remember how we met?
you gave me a smile that I thought was kindness?
You never left me alone and made me feel welcome.
No we hate eachother.
You're selfish, rude, mean and snobby :l
You never let me speak up and you've already corrupted somebody's mind.
But are you happy?
you've made me feel even worse than crap.
I can't believe it.
You insolent son of a bitch,
One of these days i'm serious,
I'm going to cut off every last strand of your hair.
you tell me i'm a terrible person.
And yet I have to ask these questions again,
who was the one that sneaked on the computer because you forgot the lyrics to your
Who was the one that let you use her as an arm rest?
Who was the one that helped you with your math problems even though she still didn't
It was me wasn't it?
You and her,
you can both get high off dicks.
Oh and you elementary school bastards
you bastards used me
I can't give you any questions,
all I could do is think.
I'm thinking about all the times when I put you guys infront of myself.
I'm thinking about how much of a jackass I was thinking you listened to me.
But I can't believe how disgusted with myself I am.
There's nothing much I could say to you.
Why did you make it seem like something could happen?
Now I'm confused
and yet I don't wanna say anything to upset you.
I'm this easy aren't I?
I bled love to people I thought would give it back and not even the memories are
I always went the extra mile and this is what happens.
There's not even any dried blood left.
You just never cared.
I don't wanna cry over this.
I already feel terrible .-.
Do I have any more wishes?
Because I think one of those would be to leave.
I love my online friends to death.
The only problem that always stays,
is the fact that I only see you guys for a few hours a day.
So I hate this.
I pretty much hate my life actually.
Right now my throats hurting so I think I need some tylenol .-.
I'm finished with this.
Last edited: 10 May 2009