Friday, 10 October 2008
10:44:45 PM (GMT)
I hate life. Alot. My mom and step dad have been fighting all morning. He
called my mom some really nasty names so I screamed at him to shut the hell up, and
he just looked like he was about ready the slap the shit out of me and told me
to shut the hell up.
On top of that I feel Randy and I aren't on the best terms either. We've been
fighting alot, and its got me really down. I just miss him alot. I break down and cry
almost everytime I think about him, and how much I need him in my life.
I've been depressed alot. I barley get to show my affection for Brianne, so I have no
body to hold, or nobody to hold me. Everything seems so frustrating. I do nothing but
sit on my ass all day and read, so I can escape my reality, because it sucks. I just
need something to enlighten me, possibly somebody to kidnap me. That would be fucking
But don't worry I won't do anything to hurt myself. I promise.