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Friday, 8 February 2008
05:09:31 PM (GMT)
I started again1

I know you told me to stop2

But I can’t help it 3

I need to do it4

I need to feel the pain5

Feel the liquid coming out of my skin6

Running down my hand 7

On to my pants, to the floor8

I need to watch it 9

See it 10

To know that I am real11

That I am not dreaming12

To know that I’m alive13

You told me to stop14

But the thoughts are coming back15

The thoughts of death16

Of the pain I felt17

I need to clear my mind18

I need to feel again19

Feel pain, Pain will make it go away20

Want to kow how it started?21

I stepped on a nail22

I saw the blood23

I felt the pain24

Then it cleared my mind25

Then you died26

My thoughts came back to death27

I never promised 28

I told you I try29

And I did but then it came back30

Back to death I must go31

I want to die32

That is my wish33

Please let me have that granted34

I need it to be..35

You told me to stop36

And I tried37

I’m sorry38

But I need it to live39

Well at least to stay alive40

To now that I feel 41

To now that I live42

The feeling is overwhelming43

It’s too much to throw away44

I need the feeling 45

So that’s why I started again46
Last edited: 8 February 2008

‹!!I Do What I Want!!› says:   13 February 2008   915465  
Koji_Asano says :   3 March 2008   176782  
lol love you shane


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