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Wednesday, 26 September 2007
11:54:42 PM (GMT)
WHAT IF YOU WANTED TO TELL SOME ONE YOU LOVED THEM BUT YOU ARE AFRAID THAT THEY WONT
LOVE YOU BACK


If your reading this right now this is the story of something you might call sad...
But it is also why i miss Nikko Danz.....NO TELLING ANYONE

FIRST GRADE

For me in first grade friends were a no i played alone every day of that year while
watching everyone else play.   
I even was put on the wall because i got into more trouble since i had nonone to
play with......

SECOND GRADE

In second grade everything turned out the same intill i saw him..Nikko Danz...He was
so cute....He had dirty brown look and he had blue eyes. I nearly fell in love with
him then and there. But alot of other girls liked him to....

HALF WAY THROUGH SECOND GRADE

I was so happy..the teacher placed Nikko right behind me... Id talk to him
constantly during class.....Hed even borrow me led..I remember having to buy him 2
packs of led at the end of the year because i would ask if i could borrow some just
to talk to him.  Later though the word got out that i liked him at lunch...the
entire class was sitting at one tableand everyone was playing telephone  and this
girl passed the fact that i liked him around the table ...Turns out it was a bad day
for nikko.. he just ran out of the lunch room..During the 10 minute recess after
lunch this really mean kid in our class came up to me and yelled at me..YOU MADE
NIKKO UPSET and he punched me in the stomache..I couldnt breath. they had to carry
me to the nurses office and the mean kid got 2 weeks of detention..

THIRD GRADE

Nikko wasnt in my class so i started to foget about him
intill.................................................

PART 2



FOURTH GRADE

He was in my class again and thats when i started to like him again.............

HALF WAY THROUGH FOURTH GRADE

I nearly fainted when my teacher had him sit by me... I was love struck... I would
look at him..More like stare ^_^ and he would ask me what im looking at..I would stop
day dreaming and say .."i was looking at the poster"       He would say ok, glance
down, and smile, Ioh man had i grew to love that smile... I bet he liked me but im
not shure. he taught me how to play kick ball too^_^.... I would be cleaning up
something and hed be helping me in seconds....... I would help the teacher and he
would be helping her with me^_^!!! We would pay a game called silent ball. every one
would sit on their desks throughing a ball back and fourth..One person would be
standing in the middle(the monkey)  If you talk....HINT...SINLENT BALL....You would
be in the middle...everytime i was in the middle he would say somrthing and i would
be out of the middle...............

THEN...

I figured out i was going to move on june 17 2006...... 
I WAS SO HAPPY
shortly after i moved i realized that i was never going back...ever......

THEN

i started to miss him.....

And


I regreted never telling him


I WISH

i could see him again

SIXTH GRADE

two years after moving i am at my computer desk typing this

I dont know what to do any more........

Only a few months ago he accidentaly called my number... 

I heard his voice again

I miss him..........

...............I....................love......................him..................





there is my story....call it sad.........call it pothetic......i dont care........ I
would prefere advice but thats it

Comments 
‹Your.Fatal.Attraction› says:   27 September 2007   558155  
u should call him one day or if he calls u again, u should tell him
how u feel about him and see if he likes u the same way. if u love him
but never ever tell him then 4 the rest of your life u will wonder how
it would have been
 
‹YUPPIE~~♥› says:   27 September 2007   359336  
thats so sad
 
Hikati says:   27 September 2007   151177  
yeah, just tell him next time u talk. i will give u more advice at
school
 
darkninashi says:   27 September 2007   152265  
He didnt know it was me on the phone he thought i was some average
wrong number = =
               -
darkninashi says:   27 September 2007   644721  
i couldnt include every thing on here but there a so many memories so
many sad times and somany happy happy moments......
charmedphoebe101 says:   27 September 2007   119842  
that was so sad
darkninashi says :   28 September 2007   566362  
And it is true about me and nikko..

 
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