Tuesday, 26 December 2006
01:13:49 PM (GMT)
Chapter 1: I'll Always Miss You
The next morning I awoke. Everyone was sleeping still so I grabbed my cell phone and
went outside of the room. I called my dad. He picked up and it sounded like he was
sad. "Dad.. are you okay?" I asked on the phone. He stopped crying. "Sweetie! Your
all right! Is the baby and Zack all right too?" He asked. I sighed. "I don't know if
the baby did but Zack moved along." I said crying. "Sweetie, I'm sorry. Will you be
home soon?" he asked. "I'll try. I'm in Salem, Oregon right now. I'm at the Holiday
Inn with Jessica and Bryan and a man I met on the Royale Romance." I answered. "Okay,
if you need me just call me." He said. I hung up the phone and went into the room. I
decided to get into the shower and pick up my clothes from the laundry.
After I was done, I went downstairs for the free continental breakfast. I had a bagel
with cream cheese and milk. I didn't have a big appetite like I usually do. I then
went out to the pool. No one was there. I started crying and then I heard a familiar
voice. I looked up. I stopped crying. "Zack! Your alive!" I cried kissing him on the
lips for a while. He broke off. "I'm only here if you need me. Sorry that I couldn't
stay with you. I-" I inturupted. "Why did you have to leave me! I knew shouldn't have
said my wish, I just knew it!" I cried kissing him again. "It's not your fault. Your
lucky you survived." He said.
We have been talking for an hour now. "So you'll come to me whenever you need me?" I
asked. He nodded, "All you have to say is Zack and I'll be there." I smiled and
kissed him. He kissed me on the forehead. He then suddenly disappeared. He told me
that he'll be there supporting me when I would be giving birth and that only the baby
and I can see him. Others can only see him if they say they want to. I went back
inside the hotel and I saw Jessica, Bryan, and Michael. I ran to them. "I just saw
Zack! He was a spirit! We had a long talk about all of us!" I cried. They just looked
at me a little happy and sad. "You just need to say you want to see him!" I cried.
Jessica nodded and said she wanted to first. "Zack!" she cried and ran up to mid-air
hugging someone. I cried Zack in my mind so I could see him too.
Michael and Bryan then said they wanted to see Zack. Then, the hugged Zack too.
"Let's go up to your room." Zack said to Jessica. She nodded as we went up. When we
were up, Zack said "I've got a suprise for everyone. Close your eyes." We all closed
our eyes. "Open them now." We opened them and saw Sarah and Tom. "Tom! Sarah!" We
cried. Jessica and Bryan ran up to them first. Jessica kissed Tom and Bryan kissed
Sarah. Michael was crying. Then, we all ran up to Sarah and Tom. We hugged them
tightly. "All you have to do is either call their names or say you want to see them
and they will be there." Zack said. Then Tom and Sarah nodded. Then, Sarah, Tom, and
Zack said they had to leave. We then hugged them all. I was kissing Zack, Jessica was
kissing Tom and Bryan was kissing Sarah. "I'll always miss you." I said in Zack's ear
and then I hugged him tightly. "Remember all you need is to call my name." He
replied. I just hugged him again which ended up in a kiss.
TO BE CONTINUED