Tuesday, 25 March 2014
02:32:33 AM (GMT)
Why do I feel like the one who's messed up in the head?
You're the one who actually did it, I just laid there cause I was terrified of you.
Every time you say oh I got this girls number or oh I screwed this girl it just makes
me resent you more.
You say all the girls you been with think you're sweet and funny and cool,
But I know the monster that you are, I don't care if you said it was to protect me
from being how our parents were.
It makes me wanna go and put what you did on blast to everyone you know,
And say you ruined my life you because you did.
I can barely talk to guys because of what you did for ten years, so you ruined my
view on guys,
I can't even be around guys without being scared or nervous.
I could have liked guys if it wasn't for you, I could have been normal.
Even now 4 years later I still wonder if life would be better without me or you,
And it's even, it's half you half me.
I do act like you're my best friend, but all I see when I look at you is red.
I will always love you unconditionally, but I will always despise you for what you
took from me,
And there's no forgiving or forgetting that.
And to think I used to think it was my fault.
Why do you have to have the perfect life while I'm sitting here screwed up in the
head wondering how I can just forget this and bury my sorrows in a drink or a joint.
Personally if I had the choice, you'd be a fucking pedophile who couldn't get a
fucking job or ever be around kids you fucking piece of shit.
To my dear fucking nasty ass bitch of a brother.
Sincerely you're sister who hates you, good fucking job.
Last edited: 25 March 2014