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Yes I'm lame, buuuut.Category: (general)
Thursday, 7 February 2013
03:39:44 AM (GMT)
My affection has rough edges and sharp thorns. 
More often than not I’m gonna tell you your jokes aren’t funny and your laugh
resembles the noises 
a dying whale would make. 
What that really means is that when I try to imagine my life without you everything
gets 
dark and cold and blurry.
I'm gonna be a shitty girlfriend, but at least I'm giving my all.

He makes me blush, a near-impossible task.
I'm falling harder than I ever though possible, but there's no way in hell I'll let
him know.
We kissed for the first time in front of the high school at midnight,
with Alex and Alanah as witness,
and there's no way I'm ever gonna forget it.
I'm not gonna forget the ten degree february weather,
and how big his hands were compared to mine.

A sophomore struggling with self harm, self hate and anxiety fell for a junior with
confidence, 
intelligence, and his whole life ahead of him.

Those green eyes make my knees weak.
His smile...
it makes me glad I didn't give up for good before I got to see it.
I'll never forget those messages exchanged on february second,
when he agreed to be mine,
even though im nothing,
and he appears to be everything,
to me at least.

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‹ThineRiddler› says:   8 February 2013   921131  
 

Yes.
And I sung my heart out while you guys made out. 
and this made me want to cry.
:I


iwouldneverletyougiveupwithoutmebro
 
‹diary.of.a.dead.girl.› says:   11 February 2013   319328  
@SwissAlexx 
Ahahahah, yes. I cant remember what you were singing though. 
Don't bry bby don't cry. I luhh you.
And there's no way i'm giving up without you. We're gonna die and be
ghost best friends and scare the shit outta people. 5ever. <3 
 
‹ThineRiddler› says :   12 February 2013   528335  
 

Mariana's Trench. Hahaa.
Yes. WE go TOGETHER. Let's haunt the shit out of people. Hahaa. <3
 

 
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