Tuesday, 1 January 2013
10:37:08 PM (GMT)
as you know many people go through hard times in high school.... like me being in
high school sucks
having boyfriends, making friends, meeting new teachers you know you may be a
teacher's pet to -__-
that may sound like you but hey....I'm not even getting started.with "My Life".
my life started at the age of 13, when I decided that dating May be an awesome thing
to do in life... starting off school the next day wasn't the best day for me... I
wanted to meet new people, hopefully get out of the stage of being shy and always
nervous around other people.
that day starting off in school I realized making friends really wasn't a horrible
idea when this guy Steven Derry asked if I would like to be friends. the only thing
I could do was look at the guy as if he was a fiction character or a made up
person... but when he grabbed my arm everything changed... everything felt different,
amazing. all the pressure that was holding me back was finally off... or at least I
through the day me and my new "friend" were inseparable. no one could separate US
from each other... not even in classes.
I felt as if something was wrong one day when I came out of the car with my newly
best friend... he pulled me to his side and said " we need to talk" I looked into his
eyes with sadness.. knowing that no one could have separate us from being
friends.... I was wrong
he had tears in his eyes... as if what he was about to say was something he never
wanted to say to me. after what he told me... I ran to my locker teary eyed, skipped
my classes and walked to a friend's house. someone who knew me from a while back.
from head start.
when I told her what happened she held me close didn't let me go until my eyes were
clear of tears. from that day on I have been unable to trust people with my heart...
but one person has been able to catch my eyes and my heart. once owned my love and
heart. I never knew years if pain could change a girl, but now I realize the pain
that every girl goes through in life.
thank you for listening to me.
Last edited: 17 January 2013