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my lifeCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
10:37:08 PM (GMT)
hi there 

as you know many people go through hard times in high school.... like me being in
high school sucks 
having boyfriends, making friends, meeting new teachers you know you may be a
teacher's pet to -__-
 that may sound like you but hey....I'm not even getting started.with "My Life".

my life started at the age of 13, when I decided that dating May be an awesome thing
to do in life... starting off school the next day wasn't the best day for me... I
wanted to meet new people, hopefully get out of the stage of being shy and always
nervous around other people.

that day starting off in school I realized making friends really wasn't a horrible
idea when this guy Steven Derry asked if I would like to be friends. the  only thing
I could do was look at the guy as if he was a fiction character or a made up
person... but when he grabbed my arm everything changed... everything felt different,
amazing. all the pressure that was holding me back was finally off... or at least I
thought :/

through the day me and my new "friend" were inseparable. no one could separate US
from each other... not even in classes.
I felt as if something was wrong one day when I came out of the car with my newly
best friend... he pulled me to his side and said " we need to talk" I looked into his
eyes with sadness.. knowing  that no one could have separate us from being 
friends.... I was wrong 

he had tears in his eyes... as if what he was about to say was something he never
wanted to say to me. after what he told  me... I ran to my locker teary eyed, skipped
my classes and walked to a friend's house. someone who knew me from a while back.
from head start. 

when I told her what happened she held me close didn't let me go until my eyes were
clear of tears. from that day on I have been unable to trust people with my heart...
but one person has been able to catch my eyes and my heart. once owned my love and
heart. I never knew years if pain could change a girl, but now I realize the pain
that every girl goes through in life.

thank you for listening to me.
Last edited: 17 January 2013

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