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Happiness is weaknessCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
03:49:48 AM (GMT)
Once again I have fallen far from heaven or so what I thought was so, after 1 year
and 2 months of having a "happy" relationship I cracked under the pressure my once
beloved baby put on me and in a matter of minutes it was over, fortunately I had
prepared my self for such a rough ride through the depression since the last big
fight we had... so needless to say I was slightly happy we broke up... but now the
hardest part for me to admit... only two days after braking up I found another girl
that went to the same school, as like many girls I've gone out with I have never
actually liked them before going out, I really only look for those who are interested
in me because well I'm not much to look at or anything really... but I believe if
they love me I can learn to love them in return and this has worked for so long
everything thing i feel is what i think i should feel, nothing is really there,
however only after a day and a half me and this girl started dating because, she
admitted she liked me and I thought okay met an honest person and in my slightly
vulnerable state I said "yes" yet again after only three days she felt it was better
to be just friends... I wasn't prepared for that with the built up "emotions" of my
previous brake up which I still say I'm over is almost enough, I am only holding onto
my lie of sanity by a thread and If I disappear once again with out posting
anything... please just send a good bye message.

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