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Tuesday, 11 September 2012
07:35:20 AM (GMT)
Here is my 'story' 9-10-12 (Suicide Prevention Day) ( I'm a day late. I know. It'
'cause I was sick.)
My life was never easy, I've been forced to move around a lot. I lived in motels for
a good part of my life, but I always find a way to make it like a real home. Yeah, my
parents faught, but it was us kids who faught the most. Not like most siblings. Fist
fighting; pulling knifes. Things like that. But things hit me hard when I was in
middle school; a boy from school molested me. So now I'm not good around guys. At
all. And I got him kicked out of school for it. But I was still reminded of him. And
I began to cut. It didn't take much to get addicted to it. But I was starting to be
happy again when I met this girl Cynthia. Whe we got to 9th grade; everything fell
apart again. And my cutting got worse, and I thought a lot about killing myself. My
older brother and my ittle brother had gotten into a fight, my little brother pulled
out a knife and held it to his neck. I was scared for his life. My mom got the knife
away from him and my brother pinned him down. I walked over to him andstarted
screaming, he said no one would care if ge was gone. I knew for a fact that people
care. The other night I got into a pretty bad fight and my brother, (Who is very
close to me.) was going to leave and never come back. I old everyone I was going to
take a shower. I cut my upper thighs pretty bad just after they started to heal
again. I took my razor blade and started to cut my wrist. I was done. But I thought
about my brother and my sister. They are my everything, they are the only people
close to me that I actually consider family. So I stopped. Ihave a small cut on my
wrist. But that's it. My brother and my sister gave me that spark to go on. They
helped me live another day. So here's a tip; find that spark of hope. 
Last edited: 11 September 2012

Sunnylasse says:   11 September 2012   247541  
Omg this made me cry! I am glad you did not do it! <3
‹✯AnnMunsterBear✯› says:   11 September 2012   188256  
I almost did it like two days ago. >.< 
I'm really sorry.@Sunnylasse 
Sunnylasse cries:   11 September 2012   353241  
PLEASE NO! Don't do it I would have died if you left!
‹✯AnnMunsterBear✯› says:   11 September 2012   529359  
I'm not going to.
I wouldn't want you to just wonder where I've up and gone
Sunnylasse says:   11 September 2012   370176  
I guess I'm just ganna have to hold you the rest of our lives to
prevent this lol -holds you- <3 
‹Hypochondriac› says:   11 September 2012   517576  
*epic ninja glomps both of chu*
‹✯AnnMunsterBear✯› says:   12 September 2012   474773  
Hehe. I'll be fine. I promise. 
Delete? o.o 
‹Hypochondriac› says:   12 September 2012   421761  
If chu harm yourself again, I'll be mad T.T 
‹✯AnnMunsterBear✯› says:   12 September 2012   716357  
Oh oops, I thought you said delete. xD
I haven't for 3 days, that's the longest I've gone without it. (:
Things are looking up.@missmissthegr8 
Sunnylasse says:   12 September 2012   976596  
‹✯AnnMunsterBear✯› says:   13 September 2012   439643  
Haha yeah, it's been four day and I'm going strong!!
Sunnylasse says :   13 September 2012   538363  
That's my girl! 


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