Monday, 12 December 2011
12:47:56 AM (GMT)
UGH these pass 3 months have been the BANE of my existence. SO, rarest thing in the
world, BOTH my parents were home and they've been riding me so fucking hard! Like OMG
things have been down then up and then down again and they're finally off again and
if I'm lucky they won't be home for Christmas and they can mail the fucking gifts.
Let's see what's been happening uhm, I pretty much failed the first semester quarter,
but I'm doing better now. I've decided to dye my hair black now and forever. UHM I
broke my glasses but I've pretty much gone shopping for my winter clothes so I'm
happy about that. My social life is dead, me and my brother still hang out a lot and
we're still kind of dating I guess you could say and he tries to drag me to parties
but it's not really something I feel like doing. I'm never happy enough during school
to really party BUT I have gone to two concerts and they were awesome. The 2nd was
better than the first because I mean IT WAS CRAZY!! Crowd-surfing and UGGH
awesomeness. But the first one I got stuck in the middle where there's just a ton of
moshing. BUT I'm also going to one in January and it's really exciting! UHM I do have
a lot of work to do and I am procrastinating but I don't think it'll take forever.
I'm scared though, I don't want to fail and shit. So, I have to really push myself. I
can feel a break down waiting to happen. Every once in a while I freak out and start
crying and I get super depressed and fucked up and then within 2-3 hours I'm fine and
ready to dive back in. Sigh. Tis not cool.
Last edited: 12 December 2011