Thursday, 28 July 2011
03:24:46 AM (GMT)
Ah, I remember that day in 3rd grade when she first spoke to me. She was the first
kid to hold a conversation with me in this small town. I wonder if she realizes that
we've known each other for almost 8 years now. It feels like forever. XD
She's an absolute angel though. Awesome, protective, kind, goofy, odd, amusing, the
list goes on for quite a while.
I've sought advice from her hundreds of time even though I'm not good enough at
giving advice to return the favor.
She's always steering me towards the choices that she knows will keep me from being
miserable and trying to protect me from dangers.
I've already told him the story about the day we met (I'm not even sure "met" is the
right word) and what almost happened, so there's no need for me to publicize it.
That day was about a year ago. Another feels-like-forever kind of thing.
He's very awesome. There are many words to describe him, actually.
But I've pretty much never talked about my problems to him. Mostly because I don't
want to add my problems to any he might have.
I rather miss talking to him though. Especially talking the way we used to. Before
I started distancing myself from everybody. >.>
Too bad I'm a wimp and too nervous to text him because I don't want to bother him.
I will always drop everything to help both of them to the best of my capability
because if I had never met either of them, I'd honestly be in the ground. They're
the only two people to ever have earned my full respect and maintained it. They are
the best people I've ever been able to call my friends. I will always want both of
them to be happy and will help them as much as I possibly can~