Tuesday, 21 September 2010
01:05:40 AM (GMT)
You wanted too much attention, that sounds mean,and not quite the point I want.
I never got attention from you, it was pretty much all about you.
That sounds mean too, but I'm not trying to be. I'm trying to be honest.
I hardly ever got a word in. I wanted to talk to you,and hangout with you,and
I miss how we used to be. But for some reason things have changed.
Yea, that's her. not me, I don't understand why I got bitched at for her saying
I can't control her, she's not a dog, I'm sorry.
and the one that's telling you what she said,
he's saying things about you too, he's the one who told me that you want to 'beat my
I understand your feelings. I just want you to acknowledge mine every now and then.
you know, a 2 way convo, instead of only 1 way'
the part about 'hearing it from her ex-boyfriend'
Mine or her's. I'm confused about that part....
and about the phone calls, pretty much you called at bad times, that sounds bad, but
I'd be with family or other friends or having to do something
I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry I was a horrible friend and never talked to
you,answered your calls. I shouldn't have just dropped you like that
I should have tried harder,maybe?
It's not that I never cared, it just...Idk that I just couldn't........I'm not
exactly sure how to explain.
It just too difficult I guess, I miss how easy it used to be, that sound horrible,
like I'm lazy and not willing to try, but that's not the case.
Idk things have gotten too hard, too fast. I've changed and I hate it.
I'm not sure how else to reply to that,what else to say/do.