will be carried out to term.
and i will raise the baby on my own.

i gave the abortion idea alot of thought,
and as im typing this im on the phone cancelling the aoppointment.

i cannot kill a child i helped create,
even if it wasnt planned,

im never going to call him/her an accident or mistake.
because even though the sex that made this child was,


every baby is here for a reason.

i want a boy,

but chances are, 
like everyone else in my family ill only have girls.


but ill be okay.

ive come up with names and other ideas are welcomed.


boys- 
Jacob Andrew
Jackson Michael
Javier Rafael (the baby is half mexican)

girls-
Farron Nikhole
Farrah (no middle name, yes like on teen mom andrew)
Isley Quinn
Aislynn (pronounced EYE-lynn) Elizabeth

like i said, comments and name ideas are welcomed.
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thank you.