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Thursday, 8 July 2010
04:55:48 AM (GMT)
it'd be nice to fall in love . If I could go anywhere in the world, I would choose the sky. But I wouldn't stop to mingle with the birds or race the jet planes or even catch a ride on a rocket. I'd just keep going, and maybe if I flew high enough, I would melt into the sun. And I would finally burn with the type of passion I've only ever dreamed of. i've realized that i'm not brave. when i walk through streets in the dark, my friends tell me i'm going to get raped, but i brush it aside. somebody told me someday i'm going to be killed, but i just laugh. but it's not out of courage i do these things. it's because in all honesty i wouldn't mind a gunshot to the head. that, even on my good days, i say to myself Well, it wouldn't be all that bad to disappear right now. why do i always feel alone when i have such good friends? why do i have such good friends? everybody gets tired of me eventually. everyone realizes the "real me" as somebody put it today. i'm a bad girlfriend, a flirt, a tease a bitch a slut & i have no life ahead of me. i don't want to be here anymore :/ please take me away, somebody ):

‹HANNER› says:   8 July 2010   531715  
Awe, babygirl. D: <3 
I love you so much, and I don't want you to disappear, because I'd
miss you too fucking much.
Manderlinaa says :   9 July 2010   950546  
oh hannah baby you always make me feel better girll (:


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