Wednesday, 7 July 2010
04:17:21 PM (GMT)
what the fuck are you supposed to do when you're afraid to dream? when things around
you aren't going the way you want them to, you're supposed to want to sleep, to get
away from all of it. for a few hours, you're creating your own world in which you
live in. and at the same time, it's naive and dangerous. how are you supposed to know
if you're going to have a good dream, or a bad dream? but still, we always risk it.
and that's what people do. we risk the bad to feel the good. so when you've lost your
escape, your desperate need to get away from all of this, you're pretty trapped. but
the thing is, when there are only a few select things that are fucking your life up,
and the rest is amazing, is it really okay to bitch about it? is it okay to still
want to get away from everything? maybe we are already dreaming. there's always going
to be good, and there's always going to be bad. and we still risk it, by living.
dreaming is just like a second chance, to live a second life and see if things work
out there. i'm done ranting now.