Sunday, 20 June 2010
12:32:59 AM (GMT)
Why do I have to stay the same? Why do you care, u don’t even notice me
I don’t understand why u judge, you have no idea, cant you see???
don’t bother trying to relate to me, it doesn’t matter anymore,
Cant you see its you that I adore?
You pass me by without a glance,
Do I even matter to you? Why cant I have a chance?
The rain hit’s the concrete, I’m laying on the side of the road,
Just thinking about everything. My mind is in swirls, in loads.
I cant stop thinking, I cant stop dreaming, I’m in a different world,
My hand makes a fist around the blade, my fingers are all in curled,
It starts to cut my skin, but I don’t mind. I feel the sting and the cold blood as
it runs down my hand,
The rain hits me and runs down my hair, my clothes are getting soaks, sticking to my
skin, but I don’t stand,
The cars zoom by me in a blur, it makes everything dizzy, my mind goes blank,
I cant move, still in the road, rain pelting down, blood running down the storm
drain, I feel like I’m stuck in a tank.
I just stand their, like an idiot, wondering and imagining
The blade still gripped in my palm, I know I’m loosing blood, is this really
My world goes fuzzy, it all goes black and I fall down in darkness.
I cant escape the sight of you, its their in my head,
I hear people rushing around me, a monitor beeping, am I dead?
Suddenly, all sounds stop, people start to cry, I feel a pounding on my cheat,
someone blowing air into me
“BREATHE”, something shocking hits my chest, my heart has stopped.