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Hello My love.Category: (general)
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
08:05:52 PM (GMT)
The one that loves you never should hurt you, but the same goes for you never hurt
the one you love...
I made that mistake....
It was all in January 2009....
He asked me out...I said yes....
Do I regret that?
Depends on what....
Did I love him?
To the day i die...
Was He my worst mistake?
Never...
You may know him as a jerk or Akcrazy120
but Akcrazy120 is no longer here since his account was connected to
my email i deleted it cuz i couldn't stand it being there....
hoping he'd talk to me....
No he wasn't a jerk... to some yes to me... sometimes...
I regret dumping him like 3 times and him dumping me 1 time....
My life was ruined not because he dumped me but because It feels
like i was stabbed in the heart for making him have to go down to that level...
He had to because i dragged him down to that level....
I love him but it feels like I killed him which led to him killing me... on the
inside...
He told me what no other guy would admit...
He told me when i ignored him on spring break he cryed himself to sleep...
I cryed more then he'll ever know...
I want and need him back...
Austin if you read this ever than i want you to know...
I LOVE YOU.....

Comments 
‹Kairos› says:   17 July 2010   818451  
OMG.  im sorry. thats so sweet...yet sad. i hope you guys talk
still and are friends? if not, if it helps, i did the same exact
thing. just hope for the best, stop groveling over what happened in
the past and look up with new eyes *and maybe a smile...no fakes ok?*
to bring forth a new future...i know u feel like you love him, and i
swear im not trying to be insensitive, but there is a reason he didnt
make it to where you are now. hes sweet to tell you those things a guy
wuld never tell you, espcially god forbid their egos s crashed and
burned, bu maybe get to know each other more, talk out, and maybe,
just maybe, your friendships will slowly bud into somethign
more....again. i hope i helped if not...atleast i tried right? im
osrry again.
 
‹xXHeart_Bleeding_See_The_TearsxX› says :   16 August 2010   417177  
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