Tuesday, 9 February 2010
02:21:13 AM (GMT)
I've been Bi polar with split personalities lately ( or so my friends say XD)
because, well,.... my best friend likes my other friend that I really liked, and i
found out a lot ( 6) of my friends like him ,which was a really big shocker. and if
you knew what i looked like , you know i'd have no chance what so ever to get with
him so i gave up. on the only person i've ever liked. Now im all, no emotion, lately.
but then, I saw this guy who has the most amazing hair, hes tall and skinny, and he
can pull off the geek-ynerd look that i lvoe so much w/ the big black lined glasses
and everything! <3 now i feel like a freaking stalker. I find myself looking at some
of his pictures, and smiling, i feel really weird. I cam't believe i'm actually
saying all of this xD I feel really stupid. I really wanna be friends with him, he's
only a year older than me, but,... for some odd reason i get all quiet and nervous
around him, which REALLY isn't like me. ... any advice? If not, its ok, I already
feel stupid enough just typing all of this out >_<'.