Thursday, 5 November 2009
08:59:06 PM (GMT)
im randomly depressed.
my day was going really well acutally.
then, the guy is sorta like(im pretty sure it was him but he has a twin brother...)
but im not really sure,
well i saw him holding hands with this girl.
its not like im jealous or upset or anything it just...made me really sad.
im fat and short(b4 anyone says anything pertaining to the "fat" thing
its not all my fault. there is genetics at fault here bcuz my sister and i have
almost the same eating habits[she skips lunch then snacks all day,i eat my lunch and
refrain from sancking] and she's quite a bit thinner[same amount of exercise too])
being that i am fat and short, i have a social issue.
im self concious alot(even tho ppl think im confident)
and i feel unlikable(not to everyone tho.)
i just sorta wish my life was different in a lot of ways.
i dnt think im ugly or anything.
im just...chunky.(not morbidly obese,just so u kno)
but in the world today, tht doesnt matter.
ugh i feel so lonely.
both my best friends have love interests and in the high school, everywhere u
THERE ARE COUPLES!!!
its like they want me to be miserable...