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Monday, 13 July 2009
02:33:56 AM (GMT)
i really dunno wat 2 say! my mum's really irritating me she jus nags me abt everything!!! even getting online! she says i can't use net to chat wid frenz!!! its so frustating! she keeps on yelling at me and blaming me 4 everything!!! sumtimes i wsih i could jus slit my hand and..... jus let it all go.......................

bacobu writes:   13 July 2009   333839  
LoL! It looks like we have some things in common 
I know how good wishing for death can feel, too. Try not to actually
commit suicide for a while though. If the age on your profile is
right, then you haven't had a chance to see what life is like when you
have your own place and live your own life. At least make it that far
before deciding whether or not the world is worth living in. I used to
tell myself that all the time when I was a teenager. I even did a
signed blood-oath to myself promising not to kill myself until I'd
given the world a chance. I'm glad I waited. I would have never met
the most wonderful person in the world if I had given up. Now I love
myself and (as long as I'm not living with my mom) have a really nice,
content life.
This probably sounds stupid, but it's the truth, and I take suicide
seriously, because you never know who means it, and even people who
don't end up killing themselves on accident sometimes.
cutie779 says:   13 July 2009   382473  
ya well
i still luv my mom
tht's why i stop myself from yellling to her face
bt she makes me feel so worthless
i wish she had a better child than me
Hyperpixie says:   13 July 2009   167969  
You aren't worthless. You make people smile and that's the most
important thing of all.
Maybe you should talk calmly to her, and tell how bad you feel, and
ask her if she is disappointed in you. she'll probably be shocked that
you think that!
‹The Skater› says:   13 July 2009   949615  
y arnt you happy
cutie779 says:   13 July 2009   411124  
mayb it it so
bt i won't belive it
cuz i already tried talkin 2 her
n she never listen
so i never talk 2 her these days
cutie779 says :   13 July 2009   735655  
wel i'm nt happy cuz
i don't like being yelled at 
or being blamed for sumthing i didn't do
n for no reason
n i like chattin wid mt frenz
bt she doesn't let me to......
bt it doesn't mean i'll suicide
it's just a thought
bt i did cut my hand once
bt tht was long ago


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