Thursday, 22 January 2009
01:59:09 AM (GMT)
Well, just gonna talk about something that i think when i go to sleep, cause im
about to go to sleep in a bit.
Tonight, and all the other nights when i lay down to sleep i
think about stuff, like, imaginary stuff, that i wish were
real. If it could become a reality then maybe life wouldnt
be so boring. Cause i have fun in life, but i wish it could
be more exciting, so when i lay down to sleep i like, make
up stories and such. I wish they could come true, though im
pretty aware that they are just fantasies, and when i grow
up i wont think about them anymore. I wonder, if they were
real, and it would be normal, then would i be wishing that
they werent? Would i dream about a peaceful world without
stuff like fairies and monsters and heroes? I wonder....
I know, i'm still a kid for thinking all that, and i wonder if i think like a
kid.....because when i think about those thoughts i know theyre not real, and they
seem foolish and stupid. But i think them, and wish for them to be real, and at the
same time i think its plain stupid to have those thoughts knowing how and what
reality is...........*sigh*..............i have some "discovering myself" to do.