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What is this strange feeling???Category: Confused???
Saturday, 13 December 2008
10:32:08 PM (GMT)
I cant do this. I told myself and everyone that i would let go of Mason...but i cant. This feeling inside of me, it's growing. Like i think of life without him and my like would be totally different! This strange feeling.....is it love. I don't know. I miss Mason, i don't care what he says but.....i need him. Many people say i should ask him back out. But i know that he doesn't like me back so. But that he knows that i smoke, drink and blah blah blah...he looks like he has a tiny crush not even big enough. I have been hurt by him before but....i think...i have the feeling of "love" for him. I locked away all of my real emotions and used fake ones for show. Are my emotions coming back. Am i being more of a human?? I hate it! I don't rely on others, i am only trust worthy to myself. I hate others treating me like im so important. Maybe having a little "love" isn't that bad if you think about it.......

‹Tailsie!› says:   13 December 2008   258934  
or maybe ye just have ta P
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   13 December 2008   966857  
omg *friendly punches you* you're so silly!
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   13 December 2008   627113  
* looks at her like an MD*
It would seem u have developed a small case of minor love
With time this situation will grow, and if nurtured will become true
This is both good and bad. Good because...well hands down love is a
good thing. Bad because...well, the higher u r, the worst it will hurt
u to fall
Bk down.
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   14 December 2008   877686  
lawl thanks doctor 
i'll keep my head strong!
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   14 December 2008   446349  
Jus b careful
Wouldn't want myne friend hurt
‹Aurora du Coudray› says :   14 December 2008   718816  
thanks for your sincere words *hugs*


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