With shaken confidence and a shattered heart,
She wills her self no to fall.
She won’t cry, she won’t give in.
She’ll be strong, she refuses to crumble.
She’ll go on pretending nothing happened.
“He was a dream, a shadow on the wall,” she’ll tell herself.
Not real, couldn’t be, she doesn’t get hurt.
She doesn’t fall blindly in love.
She may be set back, but never gets lost.
She may be scuffed, but never broken.
The key to her heart doesn’t exist,
For her heart has no door.
No one but herself is let in,
How he broke down the barriers, she’ll never know.
Her emotions are consistent.
Always anger, joy, frustration, excitement, hope,
Never love, fear, depression, heartache, self pity.
Nothing new, for this was al just a nightmare,
Not real at all.
With shaken confidence and a shattered heart,
Her confidence will steady, her heart will mend,
And she’ll be okay.