Saturday, 26 July 2008
08:06:55 PM (GMT)
Torn between love and hate,
my heart is in a debate.
Should I tell him how I feel?
Or just learn to deal?
Why does he make me want him so bad?
While inside I feel so incredibly sad?
Sometimes I just want to yell and scream,
"Why aren't things the way they seem?"
His chocolate eyes with specks of gold
have just made me unusually bold.
I look up into his angelic face
that my fingers have begun to trace.
The words "I love you" flow from me,
and now my heart is soaring free.
As he looks down into my eyes,
I feel as though I can fly.
He takes my hand and leads me away.
I am dying to hear what he has to say.
It is quiet as we walk side by side.
Now I just want to run and hide.
He turns to me with confusion on his face
and then my heart begins to race.
He looks away as he finally says,
"You have no idea how hard this is."
"I love you, but only as a friend,
and I don't want our friendship to end."
I look away to hide the tears
as he just confirmed my worst fears.
My world is caving in all around
and the weight of it is pulling me down.
I though he would feel the same
so now my head is hung in shame.
I turn from him and walk away
because I have nothing left to say.
No longer torn between love and hate
I leave behind my one true soul mate.