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Sunday, 15 June 2008
08:10:14 AM (GMT)
I put on smile and hope this fake happiness well last for awhile, I put on a show
hoping they don't know. I can feel it's wrong but I try to be strong. I know that I
can't go on this way, I pray and pray that it well all be ok. I can not show them
this side of me, this side of me I know no one can see. I promise them that this is
me but this is just a fantasy. This isn't me in real life, AI still cry every single
night. But then the day comes again I wipe my tears and hide my fears, I've been
doing this for so many years. I want to show them this of me but I wonder well they
still like me. I known them forever, but I can't tell them. No never. I laugh and
sing with half my heart, I know I have to watch it fall apart. I hope one day they
well understand why I can't tell them the bad. I lay in bed and night and day hoping
the real side of me well go away. I know I can't live this way.

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