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Thursday, 10 April 2008
09:56:17 PM (GMT)
I've recently decided on Atheism.
I feel that if I have to try so hard to believe in 'God', then it just isn't right
for me. 
I'm terribly afraid of the afterlife though. But I don't want that to be the reason I
become a Christian.

The possibility that someone could just cease to exist, to not be able to think, it
scares me so much.
Would we be reincarnated into another being, forgetting our past memories?
Who's to say, really.

The reality of it all is terrifying. 
There will be a time when we die. There will be a time when we find out the truth
about death.
I'm scared,  so scared of death, now that I've turned away from God.

I guess I must live my life to the fullest.
I'm making the world a promise, right now. 
I will never, ever, regret anything I do in this life.

‹<3!!!!CamelsandOttersRock!!!!!<3› writes:   10 April 2008   615371  
Hey, niki. You're really deep. and, i understand what you mean. What
happens when we die? The only way to find out, is to die.
FaithfulChristian says:   10 April 2008   593439  
I just really had to let out what was on my mind.
‹<3!!!!CamelsandOttersRock!!!!!<3› writes:   10 April 2008   852453  
i understand. It's better than you getting angry and making me feel
FaithfulChristian says:   10 April 2008   429494  
I know. I'm sorry.
You know I never intend to make you feel bad.
My mind has a mind of it's own.
Okay, I know that sounds a bit "insane asylum-ish" but that's okay.
It's the only way I can really explain. Evern though it's not much of
an explanation.
rainydays writes:   14 April 2008   379236  
I'm glad you know what you believe in. I'm back to being a faithful
christian  after my month (or was it more then that?) of atheism. I
sort of found it hard not to believe in him when I woke up screaming
(yes I woke up screaming) when mother Mary appeared herself to me in a
dragon08 says:   17 April 2008   864525  
O.O woah... i just dont care anymore.. going to hell sounds like a
fun trip to me. but thats just me.
FaithfulChristian says :   17 April 2008   922225  
Hell sounds like loads of fun. :


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