Tuesday, 5 February 2008
10:55:28 PM (GMT)
okay. this is how it is. my boyfriend cheated on me on the fouth of July.
then, he gets caught. then he was off to illinois. now he's back or somthin.
he calls me up, but when i asked him bout it, he says he didn't kno what
i was talkin bout. theat day, i gave him evry single kiss he asked for. normally,
he only gets about half of them. so either he is really playn dumb, or im not that
important to him. next, hes gonna call me up and tell me he loves me or some shit
like that. i dont get it. why does he mess with me like that? it aint right. besides
he is a pushy, obnoxious, moronic boy. i dont kno how the hell i ever fell in love
but i did. and i still love him. what is wrong with me?
all i kno is that next time i see him, i am gonna slap him. once for cheatn on me,
lyin to me, and a third time for messin with me. im gettin sick of his little games
lies. i need advice. even tho i want to murder him right now, and its stronger cuz
i havent seen him since last summer, i kno the second i talk about breakn up with
him, he'll be all sweet and supportive. then i won't be able to do it. pleez help