Thursday, 1 November 2007
01:11:54 AM (GMT)
I can't take it anymore....this is just too much for me...
I was with my friend and we had a fight over god knows what..before I left him, i
told him, in my anger, that I wish he would get shot right there and then...
So, I walked away, and I could tell I hurt his feelings, but I didn't care, he made
me so mad, I wished he would die...
When I got home, my mother had some news for me...her face was grimmaced, and she sat
My friend had indeed gotten shot when I left him in the dark on Devil's Night...I
cried all night, and now I can't live with myself. I have no idea if he'll be okay, i
prayed to god last night that he would be...
No one knows yet what happened and I'm thankful for that...but my friends have
noticed my change in behavior, I'm more bitter and I suddenly brake down and cry just
thinking of his face...
But now that I think back about it, I think i know what my dear friend was trying to
say to me. Before I told him that i wish he would get shot..he said "Bri, please let
me talk...you don't understand how I feel about you, I think I lo-" But I interrupted
him inall my rage and basically told him to die. He was going to tell me that he
loved me...well...I love him too...
Okay, that was a a little preview of a fake novel I might right for myself involving
my real friends and one fake one...the one that got shot...
You guys didn't think that really happened did you? XD
Last edited: 1 November 2007