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Sunday, 14 October 2007
03:50:53 AM (GMT)
Why me?  Why is it always the stupid, mean, full of themseves people alway get what
they want, have all the friends in the world, and get everything that they don't
deserve.  But I, who am nice, sweet, kind hearted, never could be mean and hurt
someones feeling, am but down and made into a ghost. In the real world, I have only 5
friends, I am not kidding.  I'll name them for u, Dannie, Cass, Esther, Brandon, and
Aaron.  At my new school I have no friends, I did made friends. But guess what
happend. Well, I was sick for three weeks and when I came back, they had forgotten
all about me, like I had never even existed, it would be better off if I had died
from getting the cold, then they probable have felt sorry for forgetting me.  I am
respected by most elders, in less their assholes, but by most kinds I am nothing by
dirt, and what did I do to them, well, I seemed to be a threat, even though I was
kind and jenoruos they repaid me with harsh word and treated me as if I were nothing,
as if I were something that had abused them.  And just because I'm so nice and do the
best part in a musical as I possiably can they give me the least known parts that
have had songs or hard lines, and they're always nice and happy people, and the
people that can't sing can't acted are given the good parts! What's up with that?!!!
Now u must think that I'm not that good since I get this parts, but no, I am good,
people ask me to sing with them, or for no apparent reason a random person will come
up to me and tell me what a good job I did, not at a performance, but anywhere I go! 
Why am I the one that is either a ghost or a closet?  Why am I not liked?  Why do I
have a life that sucks and there's nothing I can do about it?  Why can I never go and
get what I want?  Why do I always have to be so shy?  Why do I have to be me?

‹♠LiVeLiFeLoNg♠› says:   14 October 2007   559294  
sad..but true...
Kiyomi_du_Eau says:   14 October 2007   892189  
yah. Wow! u read my diary entry!  I thought u would be the last
person on earth to read it!
‹♠LiVeLiFeLoNg♠› says:   14 October 2007   222328  
Kiyomi_du_Eau says:   14 October 2007   773427  
I don't know.  I just thought u would be.
‹♠LiVeLiFeLoNg♠› says:   14 October 2007   837622  
 fine be that way
gummie_bear says:   14 October 2007   868921  
i know how that feels....
Kiyomi_du_Eau says:   14 October 2007   817662  
Josh, I did not mean to affend u.  But that is the truth, I'm sorry.

And gummie_bear thanx
randevoo says:   14 October 2007   399915  
Kiyomi_du_Eau says:   14 October 2007   435726  
Actually I'm don't depressed anymore, I was when I rote it.  And I
rarly express me fellings so that I don't put other people down. But
this is the truth, this is how I am truly treated.
‹TheRulerofNightmares› says:   14 October 2007   624523  
Once, Back when I went to a bilding school, I made friends with this
one girl. But the next day, the girl acted like I didn't exist! And
she acted like if we never talked the day before. It really hurt me.
Kiyomi_du_Eau says :   14 October 2007   636216  
I'm sorry about that that must have hurt, but I had talked with these
people for weeks.


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