Sunday, 14 October 2007
03:50:53 AM (GMT)
Why me? Why is it always the stupid, mean, full of themseves people alway get what
they want, have all the friends in the world, and get everything that they don't
deserve. But I, who am nice, sweet, kind hearted, never could be mean and hurt
someones feeling, am but down and made into a ghost. In the real world, I have only 5
friends, I am not kidding. I'll name them for u, Dannie, Cass, Esther, Brandon, and
Aaron. At my new school I have no friends, I did made friends. But guess what
happend. Well, I was sick for three weeks and when I came back, they had forgotten
all about me, like I had never even existed, it would be better off if I had died
from getting the cold, then they probable have felt sorry for forgetting me. I am
respected by most elders, in less their assholes, but by most kinds I am nothing by
dirt, and what did I do to them, well, I seemed to be a threat, even though I was
kind and jenoruos they repaid me with harsh word and treated me as if I were nothing,
as if I were something that had abused them. And just because I'm so nice and do the
best part in a musical as I possiably can they give me the least known parts that
have had songs or hard lines, and they're always nice and happy people, and the
people that can't sing can't acted are given the good parts! What's up with that?!!!
Now u must think that I'm not that good since I get this parts, but no, I am good,
people ask me to sing with them, or for no apparent reason a random person will come
up to me and tell me what a good job I did, not at a performance, but anywhere I go!
Why am I the one that is either a ghost or a closet? Why am I not liked? Why do I
have a life that sucks and there's nothing I can do about it? Why can I never go and
get what I want? Why do I always have to be so shy? Why do I have to be me?