Saturday, 4 August 2007
11:37:18 PM (GMT)
Hi! I'm Jenna. My full name is Jenna Marcia Brown. I have a sister named Maria Lena
Brown. She's 15 and I'm about 14. One year apart! Today was full of fear,anger,and
scary thoughts! I went to a party last night. My firend Sarah Mariah Jones house.
Everyone was there .....except her parents. There were alcoholic beverages , and
underage drinkers. I for one am in my sisters words a "goody goody two shoes". Let's
cut to the chase.....can you keep a secret? I was raped ......by someone i'm not
ready to reveal yet.....and it was a boy at my school......someone i used to have a
crush on. His name is Steven Johansen. He asked me out! I was overjoyed last night
until.....he raped me of course. Well it all started with kissing, making out, then
we headed to Sarah's parents bedroom. And i refused to have sex with him. Then i saw
the real monster that he is. He pushed me down hard on the bed ...and well you
know.... How will i tell my parents? My friends? Am I pregnant? I'm so scared who can
i tell? Thats all for now! I 'll let you know what happens or when i get the courage
to tell someone.